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[onlymortal]

[Attempted Filter from SEES. FAILED - PUBLIC]

Anybody out there able to keep something under control if the person it's inside has trouble doing it? I don't really know what I'm asking for. I don't even know if it can be done, but - Hell, just forget it.

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[castoredux.livejournal.com]

You too, huh?

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[timisnotme.livejournal.com]

Pretty much, yeah.

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[castoredux.livejournal.com]

Preventing something or did something already happen?

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[timisnotme.livejournal.com]

preventing stuff from happening in the future.

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[castoredux.livejournal.com]

Shit, it worked this time.

What's your problem?

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[timisnotme.livejournal.com]

It's complicated. And you probably wouldn't believe me.

But I want it to stop.

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[castoredux.livejournal.com]

I'll believe a lot. Try me.

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[timisnotme.livejournal.com]

*A long time passes before he responds. He's never actually TOLD anyone before.*

You know Jekyll/Hyde? Sorta like that. But worse. And uncontrollable. Well by me anyway.

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[castoredux.livejournal.com]

[There's a while before Shinjiro responds too.]

I kind of get that, actually. You actually transform?

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[timisnotme.livejournal.com]

Not that I know of. But it isn't me anymore.

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[castoredux.livejournal.com]

You don't remember anything then.

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[timisnotme.livejournal.com]

Not a thing.

It really fucking sucks.

How about you?

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[castoredux.livejournal.com]

You wouldn't believe me.

Just kidding.

I can summon a part of my personality out of my head to fight for me. I ain't too good at controlling it.

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[timisnotme.livejournal.com]

Is it a physical thing? Like a second you?

That's kinda neat. What happens if you can't control it?

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[castoredux.livejournal.com]

Something like that.

People die.

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[timisnotme.livejournal.com]

We have similar problems then.

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[castoredux.livejournal.com]

At least you don't remember it.

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[timisnotme.livejournal.com]

True. But I have to find out about it second hand.

No one really knows it's me so... don't spread it around.

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[castoredux.livejournal.com]

No problem.

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[timisnotme.livejournal.com]

Thanks.

On the bright side, there's people here from all kinds of crazy places. So there's a good chance someone can help, right?

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[castoredux.livejournal.com]

That's pretty damn positive.

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[timisnotme.livejournal.com]

I'm an upbeat kind of guy.

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[castoredux.livejournal.com]

Not bad for a guy with a monster in his head. I ain't optimistic.

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[timisnotme.livejournal.com]

Beats moping around feeling sorry for myself.

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[castoredux.livejournal.com]

[There's a long wait before a response comes.]

Good point.