♞ 002 | Control is not his strong suit
Apr. 24th, 2011 12:02 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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[ Shinjiro has kept himself locked away in his room for the past day, alternately pacing, growling, and throwing random tantrums that ended with cartons of milk strewn about his room from the closet and other similar refuse of vain attempts at slaking his hunger.
He's kept calm simply by reminding himself this was all the mansion, as Arisato had told him, this was someone's memory, and it would all be over.
...but when? He doesn't know how much longer he can take this.
When he speaks, there's a low, inhuman growl behind his words. ]
It's one of those event things, right? How the fuck long do they last, anyway?
[ Shinjiro has kept himself locked away in his room for the past day, alternately pacing, growling, and throwing random tantrums that ended with cartons of milk strewn about his room from the closet and other similar refuse of vain attempts at slaking his hunger.
He's kept calm simply by reminding himself this was all the mansion, as Arisato had told him, this was someone's memory, and it would all be over.
...but when? He doesn't know how much longer he can take this.
When he speaks, there's a low, inhuman growl behind his words. ]
It's one of those event things, right? How the fuck long do they last, anyway?
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Date: 2011-04-24 09:17 pm (UTC)[video]
Date: 2011-04-24 09:41 pm (UTC)... I don't like it either. But it's something we have to do.
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Date: 2011-04-24 11:24 pm (UTC)Have to, huh?
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Date: 2011-04-25 01:12 am (UTC)If you want to stay of sound mind, then yes.
[But he was not below fighting him if his older friend decided to attack anyone else.]
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Date: 2011-04-25 03:29 am (UTC)This was going to suck.]
You make it sound easy.
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Date: 2011-04-25 04:00 am (UTC)... It isn't.
[It wasn't, none of it was. And he himself had already lost control. Twice. He is well aware that it wasn't easy, constantly fighting instinct and having to do the unthinkable and drinking other people's blood. This was anything but normal or easy.]
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Date: 2011-04-25 04:36 am (UTC)So...what am I supposed to do?
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Date: 2011-04-25 05:11 am (UTC)... If there's someone offering to help you, take him up on it. I'll heal him. I'll make sure of it.
[He knew they had a conversation about healing. But Shinjiro needed to feed. And Yuu was one of Minato's closest friends, someone else he trusted with his life. Maybe even more so now. He didn't want either of them to get hurt, or he wanted to find a way to minimize the potential.]
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Date: 2011-04-25 05:53 am (UTC)[A pause.]
You know this Yuu guy?
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Date: 2011-04-25 06:29 am (UTC)He nodded when he heard the question.]
Yes. I trust him. I'll do what I can to make sure you're both all right.
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Date: 2011-04-25 07:17 am (UTC)...fine.]
Okay. Now what?
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Date: 2011-04-25 08:30 am (UTC)[It wasn't a pleasant arrangement, but it had to do for now. He always had his communicator on him if something went wrong, which he really hoped didn't, and trusted the both of them on this.]
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Date: 2011-04-26 06:21 am (UTC)Got it.
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Date: 2011-04-26 02:31 pm (UTC)[That could be said for now and then after the event. It wasn't as comforting as he would like since in order for it to get better for the time being, they had to...]
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Date: 2011-04-26 08:19 pm (UTC)[video]
Date: 2011-04-26 09:03 pm (UTC)It will. [Tons better than losing it.] I'll take care of the rest.
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Date: 2011-04-26 10:21 pm (UTC)[video]
Date: 2011-04-27 01:47 am (UTC)You know I will.